Jul 25, 2010

Hey

Hey, another telepathic message from me to you.
Saw your retarded picture of you after being in that creek thing. Lol, epic fail. I just had to comment. Kinda shocked that your dad isn't defending you. I guess you might have told your parents.
I still haven't told mine. They keep teasing me about the guys that look at me, and how "they must be intrested", but I really don't care. I have you (updated before cruise), and that's all I need. If you check my YouTube, the first video is of just me, with my family talking to me about how I need a boyfriend, and I'm like "NOOO, I"M GOOD." Hey, they were comparing you to a slobbering dog. I had to deny. Also I'm afraid of what they'll say. I remember before the Art Cafe, they asked if I like anyone. I said no. That changed that night. I have a feeling they'll get suspicious. Julie already knows though. At least I'm not called Brachel at home. Ugh, I still have to get Sammy...
Man, I really wish you didn't put your phone on airplane mode. I want to text you so bad, I'm starting to hurt inside. But you're off with family you hardly see, and you don't want anything disturbing you, so I understand. I guess I'm just to selfish. You know, I want the best things, i.e., your camera. Ugh, I want it soo much. I saw it at Sears and kept standing by it, you know, using the lense, willing it to suddenly turn on (Even though it would scare the crap outta me)... But at least Julie got a picture of me with the camera. It's on my phone, but oh well that's what I get for not looking like an idiot and carrying my camera all the time.
Hey, what do you think of three pictures as a gift? Not for you, but for my dad. I took two (because one of them is of me), but one's of me, one's of Julie, and one's of the train tracks we were sitting and standing on. Haha, thank your dad for me for the idea. But no, we weren't standing near the train when it was passing by. We stayed a small distance away. It was weird though. I couldn't feel the train coming when I sat on the tracks. But sure enough, the train came not 10 minutes later. Weird. But I thought that would be a good gift for him for his birthday. I just need to get Julie's picture printed, and a frame... But I think it'll be perfect. I mean, I've certainly up-ed on my picture taking. I guess it's like your dad said, it takes practice.
Man, I can't wait until you and I get back to Florida. Maybe then we can get the crew together and just hang out at the pool for a few hours. Just please don't leave like last time without saying goodbye. It makes me feel like I did something wrong, and then I feel terrible. I know I didn't do anything bad, it's just that I felt like that when you left. Please don't even do that again.
Maybe when school starts again, we can hang out more. I don't know for what though, maybe math help. If you're skipping pre-algebra and going straight into algebra, I might get the same class as you, because I'm also in algebra this year. That's what getting a level 5 does to you.
I just hope we get the same lunch. My favorite memories of you, of us, are from lunch. And band, but I know we have the same band class. Like when you were supposed to hug the girl that was fake flirting with you, but you came around and hugged me instead then ran off? I was pissed, but I like that memory. You're just lucky I started liking you. You would have bruises now.
Well, I gotta sleep sometime, so same time tomorrow? Well, duh.
Goodnight, ilu, Rachel

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