Aug 9, 2010

Ugh

Why did I get that stupid text in the first place? Now because of that I feel that our friendship is in jeopardy, and there isn't much to do to fix until school. I mean, you aren't a big technology guy, except for cameras of course, and that means I hardly get texts. I still like you, I just think that this year it might not work out because of that stupid text. We can still be friends, but that's it. I think that's all we can be.
And you know, that's fine, because high school'll come up, make an awesome summer, and then fade away into different schools, friends, and teachers. Since you're probably going to that music school, and I'm hopefully going to Nease, we'll be split up. But any girl that doesn't like cameras, blond haired guys, not saying "I love you", or funny yet immature guys, doesn't really need to be with you. I know I'm probably sounding really b*tchy right now, but excuse me, I'm sorry.
You know, I'm sorry for everything. Sorry if I ever hurt you a little too much, haha like the crotch kick :D. That was funny. Sorry for apparently getting angry. I just asked you if love was a strong word. You came back with, and I quote:
"Hey. I thought we where never "going out" I thought we would THINK about goig out over the summer and the phrase "I love u" isn't used until a person gets engaged, or at least that's what my parents taught me."
I asked you if "love" was a strong word. I thought you knew about that text, since it came from your phone. Apparently not. Did you get it out of Brooke or something...? Or did you think I was going to say "I love you". Well? Because I was going to ask YOU about the "I love you" you sent me.
And what I think is that you can say "I love you" to somebody before you get engaged, but only if you love them with your heart and soul. I don't think you do. So, I'm sorry, but...
That's What You Get

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