Ok, so today wasn't as bad (wait, I have homework... oh well.) but it was kinda bad. It's funny at how I can give either B a look and they cringe away in fear that I might hurt them. It's fun for everyone watching, especially me! (Woah, I'm sorry I'm like typing very animatedly today, this morning... I'll tell the rest!)
So about this morning. Well, it really starts yesterday night... WTF, yesterday night? I'll say last night.
It started last night. This feeling in the bottom of my stomach. Then I realized...
...I was nervous. For today. I was feeling all sick and stuff, and I was even thinking about not coming to school today. But I went, and it wasn't that bad. Wanna know the reason why I was nervous? No, I didn't have a major project or test... Well, I had the final part one in World Geo... But that wasn't the reason. It's all because of yesterday and the rumor. I'm starting to get sick right now thinking about it.
(Two things in response to my nausea: 1. NOT ON THE COMPUTER!!! YOU DON'T GET ANOTHER ONE FOR A FEW YEARS!!! 2. I just had a banana pop...)
Yeah, B knows what I'm talking about. Well, really typing about... But forget that. (Hey, I has blister on my big toe. :[ That sucks.) I don't like him enough to be his girlfriend. And it's a little late into the school year, don't you think? He kept saying 'only three more weeks...", but you know what? Wait till next year, I think you can handle a summer. I know I can. I need to get my mind off of school. I'm still stressed, even with nothing much going on.
Back to today. I was still feeling sick this morning, but I felt fine after a Poptart. Must have been hungry, right? Wrong. I was still nervous. I stayed nervous as I waited for 2nd period to come around. I went through band (the period we share) all feeling nervous, but afterwards I didn't feel so bad. I guess music calms me down. I still got the taunts about being his girlfriend, but I didn't pay attention much. I just didn't feel good all through the day. I was tired, and was asked if I was ok like twice. I bet I looked bad, even looking normal. So I just got tired of the taunts. I'm trying to go along with it, but it's hard when girl B is always cracking marriage and baby jokes, and always getting thoughts that I have no idea how bad they are, but I know they're really bad, since it's her, and she's just like me in the sick mind section. And when he's sitting right next to me and literally stalking me to lunch, only he failed because he started talking.
Ninja fail.
Not much else, but I do think I'm sick of love, not lovesick, like SOME PEOPLE might think. I told my friend to pinch me to make sure I was up, and I was. I swore, cause I just kinda wanted to be home. Ugh, still don't feel well. And I have a ton of homework, so I'll be back on and posting about France (this is either the last or next to last about France) and what I did March 28, and about Dubai which was awesome. Until tomorrow (hey I spell right!),
Rach... NO! Mystery Aviator Girl
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